NSMF Blog

Girls

2011-11-15T19:32:00.000-08:00

Girls will be girls, gossips are inevitable. Heard some bad story about HER from my friend (and also her's), let's name her 'Pizza' (randomly giving name). All I can say that, the one talking is worst in a way. Talking about someone else weakness, doesn't make you better. Talking bad things about others, doesn't make you any better. This is not a personal attack on 'Pizza', because she owe me money. But when someone said to me 'borrow' it means 'borrow', which you have to return it back. I'm very loose on this, but you spending money on other things, which you clearly remember that you owe me RM10+. RM10 not a lot but I ain't rich, student loan ain't enough to cover another 2/3 semester here. I am considering 'Pizza' is not a slut. But please, I can't deny when it's starting to get true.

Enough talking about 'Pizza', I wanna talk about 'her'. To 'HER' thanks for the constant care for an introvert that have almost nothing to offer. Hope to see you soon.

She's friendly

2011-08-10T15:08:00.000-07:00

She's friendly, a little bit crazy but nice and kind. We once have a conversation, yet it seems that we are distant. I may not yet have a grasp of this thing called life, but I realized she's friendly and nothing special about that conversation.

She's the one with sister like caring, hope that I don't screw things up again. I may be the awkward and weird introvert person in the corner of a room, but with those characteristics I pray to god that I wont be a burden to anyone. And still in hope that no one will get annoyed with me.

I am not anti-social, I am not avoiding conversation, I have short string of words in my head, but the notion of people may not get me is partially the issue for me not saying them out loud.

I guess I should not in search of friends as people search for love, because friends that would be there for me in good and bad moments is better than vast numbers of acquaintance. Nonetheless, I shouldn't locked up in my room.

Whatever happens, happens

2011-08-04T11:49:00.000-07:00

Its not a lie, but i am telling everyone, in form of tweeting n written in my fb status, that i would join this event. Its a camping trip, sounds nice and fun but, nothing is without friends right? So the point of me telling everyone is so that i would actually go, even though I am going alone and doesn't know a single being in the camp.

So whatever happens, happens...its a 3 days 2 nights camp..reason of joining, put me in a lion cage, and all i can think of is surviving. So trying to get comfortable with people and try to talk to people face to face rather than conversing in social networking sites.

In short, trying to nurture my self-esteem. People relate it with looks, maybe i do believe in that, because i think i m ugly. So now learning how to have self-esteem, next step is balancing in so that i would not be too over (which, most probably not that soon)

Zee Avi - The Book Of Morris Johnson

2011-07-31T10:26:00.000-07:00

Artist : Zee Avi
Title : The Book Of Morris Johnson
Album : Ghostbird (2011)

My ears prefer this than studio version, click here.

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak (1432H)

2011-07-31T09:56:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum

Jadual berbuka puasa (ramadhan 1432H) : link

Selamat melakukan ibadah puasa.

Last ramadhan, i went to Melaka to meet you up, I still kept the bus ticket.
I still kept the 1st and last card u sent.

Side note (out of no where) :
A muslim woman wearing hijab is not superior than a woman whos not. Only god knows reason of a sister wearing it.

Minor update For mid july 2011

2011-07-17T09:54:00.000-07:00

Doing favor for a friend in the morning 11-2

Still caught up doing assignment due today (though i still have time to blog hehehe, seriouly 0% done). I only read the question, and my mind going elsewhere.

9am class, which most probably i would skip. If i cant get this assigment done before 3am today, most probably i cant get enough sleep to wake myself up for the class.

have futsal practice 10pm-12am.

no matter how often i remind myself "kerja bertangguh tak kan menjadi" (my brother once said to me, before i went to uni., guess what i didnt listen, as always). I will always find a way to forget that quote. Lack of discipline which tried to improve bit by bit.

will continue doing homework, once i click this orange publish post button

p/s:
dear you, i really miss you. I know it wouldnt make any difference, but I called.

seisi keluarga rumah itu, sori...

Wounded Rhymes - Lykke Li

2011-06-10T00:58:00.000-07:00

Like few songs from Wounded Rhymes by Lykke Li, so it secure a place in my blog.

I like lykke Li, her songs/cover range from weeping, heartbreaking mellow songs to very upbeat songs. Personal favourite :
I Follow Rivers and Unrequited Love.

I hate the fact that I cant listen to some/most of lykke li songs while working,studying,programming. Listening to lykke li make me stop, and curl on the bed, teary, reminiscing my love, my unrequited love. I like songs, even if i dont understand them. Pure from melody, or something just engage me on liking them.

I follow Rivers

and a cover by lykke li, that i truely love

Dear you. again, *9. I am sorry.

La Tahzan

2011-05-07T09:59:00.000-07:00

La tahzan, jangan bersedih

My beautiful girl

2011-05-07T02:48:00.000-07:00

artist : City And Colour
Title : The girl

official video

lyrics :
I wish I could do better by you,
Cos that's what you deserve.
You sacrifice so much of your life,
In order for this to work.

While I'm off chasing my own dreams,
Sailing around the world,
Please know that I'm yours to keep,
My beautiful girl.

And when you cry a piece of my heart dies,
Knowing that I may have been the cause,
If you were to leave, fulfill someone elses dreams,
I think I might totally be lost.

But you don't ask for no diamond rings,
No delicate string of pearls,
That's why I wrote this song to sing,
My beautiful girl

source : [link]

Dear you, we never went more than 5 replies. Again the thought came true, which I wish it wouldnt. If I thought you are mine, will it came true? or you will just hate me to guts that I didnt get you when you say "...".

Another year older

2011-05-06T09:25:00.000-07:00

I'm not sure, but I think celebrating birthday is not a custom in my family. Or maybe we just make it small n simple, just wishes. Sometime have we go out to eat, have cakes, presents but rarely. I'm not even sure how things runs in my family huh. I'm oblivious to everything. I'm okay with it, we dont have to wait some 'day' to make it special. I always ask from my mom for everything in any other day.

I'm thankful that most of my own money (excluding loan and money for future education fees) are for leisure. At least I do have some to spend, maybe not as much as 'leisure' sound to others but still I'm very thankful for it.

Okay actually thats not this post is all about, but this is. I appreciate all the birthday wishes and the thoughts of course. But what would be more meaningful is, if those wishes written on my facebook wall were "Hi, Im your friend. ...". I live another year to know that I have someone called friend. Bukan kawan tapi sahabat. As the hardest thing in the world would be bearable with friends. My uni days are hell compare to my 3 years in poli. I dont categorized myself as a distance friend, but friend in the distance. I would be there,but I just dont know how to be around them.

The Jezabels - Easy To Love

Dear you. *9. Thank you and I'm sorry for everything.

I've been bad

2011-05-05T10:47:00.000-07:00

This is so not good. I am scared of failing still I am wasting my time, and not studying for a single paper for exams. Which is in 3 days time. The worst thing is, i've been bad this week. I am so not proud of this. Argh. Dear god, please guide me and give me strength to be strong.

...Ampunkanlah segala dosaku. Terimalah segala amal ibadatku...
...Permudahkanlah segala urusanku. Permudahkanlah aku mempelajari, menghafal dan memahami pelajaran ku...
Amin

Dear you, Sincerely pray for me again, like you did long time ago. I wish you to be taken care of and stay healthy, happy and strong. Though I know you will, with your lover by your side, with me out of sight. I'm sorry to contact you this week.

Will I deliver?

2011-05-01T09:56:00.000-07:00

♫Song for today
Artist : Adele
Title : Set fire to the rain

Busy Busy Busy. Well, I always say I am, evethough I have time to play games and surf the net for hours. I promise myself not to say I'm bored, since its somehow a sign I am not able to organize my time well enough. Except in a class though. I just spend the time on something, no matter how useless it might be. Wait, i think i said this before in previous post.

Back to the topic. I am very obliged and honoured that I am invited to join a group for some project next semester. I will definitely say yes to the invite, though in my heart and my mind had the doubt of my ability to deliver. Thus my hesitation and stutter when saying YES. Expectation is high, as most people in there is very very good at what they do. I believe that I've got the invite for my curiousity, not much for the skill or talent. I will give my all and more. Though my work has the probability to be less than average.

The title of it haven't been set and told to us. I may not be very active is social or clubs here. Though hope this project let me be more out spoken and give me more EXPERIENCE. I would say able achieve something or able to create something amazing is cool but who can forget the experience? I remember the day taking I'm on the stage taking my Diploma, but memories of my 3 years pursuing it is priceless. Whoa, just hope I can balance my study next semester better than this semester. Its been a hectic short semester, it is my first short semester so now I know what to expect for the next. Some say I am crazy for taking 4 subject in a short semester, all I can say I cant afford to stay here longer.

Next week is so called study week. As I like to refer it as break. No class though still have 1 subject to be done with. Quite a lot to do, but i dont know why we've been so laid back. Everyone in my group (including me of course) is taking things as it is now. For me personally, I felt tired of giving all my best. I dont mind not to be appreciated for my work I can say I've contributed quite a lot, but dont say or make me feel like I havent done anything. To be hell proud about something that is not equivalent as the praise you're asking for is lame. Dont get me wrong, I'm not saying that you've done something worthless.

I like to be known, in malay idiom "Diam diam ubi berisi". Cant explain it though haha. I just dislike to be known as someone with the great work, as I know someone is doing way far better job than I did.

Thats all for now. It is a very long post. Wall of text which no one care about.

Dear you, hope you still wishing and praying for me. Sound desperate i know, but I'm just reassuring what you've said to me. *9. My promise is a promise, which i dont want to break. My love is my love for you and also the things that you do to hurt me. Wish to love you forever and you'll be there with me, and your heart saying the same thing as mine.

I'm Sloppy

2011-04-29T09:28:00.000-07:00

♫Song for today
Artist : Prince
Title : I Want To Be Your Lover [lyrics]

I would say I am not the best dressed person ever. I can say most of the time I have no sense of style or fashion. In short, most probably the worst dressed in campus. I looked up to Sara as she still rocking it, in the same outfit trough out the year. Well, this is my best effort i think.

Feel weird wearing flip flops after a day in a shoe, where i wore them except today. Ok, most who upload pics online is mostly wealthy. Designer clothing here and there. Not in pressure at all, this all i can afford though.

My best effort today : grey sweater, light grey tshirt, grey slack, black shoe. black belt.

my crotch shot!

(I dislike presentation where i have to be in formal wear)

i miss you, i know i choose to be sloppy most of the time. but believe me, as i want to look fine most of the time for ur sake n mine, its not how i dressed that spark it all.

as seen on my tumblr

Down, Frown and lost hope

2011-04-16T03:19:00.000-07:00

♫Song for today
Artist : Yeasayer
Title : Tightrope

as seen on my tumblr : link

I’ve been down, lose hope on my project. Been working on it for 5 days straight, but can’t get the expected output. Expecting the parts will come on next Monday or Tuesday, and would have another meeting on Wednesday. Next week goal, able to do the calibration. My project partners, Catherine Gan & Arman Ilyassov. I am sorry for my incompetence, and thank you for the support and advice you guys had given me.

I will give until I cant give no more.

wait for the summer : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5eR8oW9F-f0

2080 : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AOdtcUHLpyk

This has been a bad week for me :(

2nd (original) tumblr post reblog

2011-04-08T08:23:00.000-07:00

Haha, i know the last post was kinda overly exited about 1 person reblogging. Well, there's more of that emotions hahaha.

my 2nd original post (picture) on tumblr : link
Title : The strangers we've been

I know, i know, no big deal. Some even got few hundreds notes in a few hours. Well, this is exiting for someone that is lonely and never won anything in their life, like me. As for now, I have 4 notes for the 2nd post.

Please follow these guys :
http://iwasa90sgirl.tumblr.com/
http://tooweirdforyouuu.tumblr.com/
http://beautifullnsanity.tumblr.com/
http://beatrizbby.tumblr.com/

This meant a lot to me, I am not the only miserable person on earth, just kidding.

Thanks to them n u

I still miss u. Thanks for the message, as always not expected you would, but it always been not more than 5replies now. Have a good weekend to you. I have no more surprises up my sleeves now. Have no more grown up gifts for u, may that bouquet u hate isnt the best idea i've got. I've spent a lot in this trimester for a project. Tuhan murahkanlah rezekiku. Amin.

First tumblr post reblogged

2011-04-03T10:43:00.000-07:00

Ok, no big deal, but I post my first work on tumblr about 2/3 hour ago. And just now I got 1 email from tumblr saying a person just reblogged my post. Hahaha, its my first ever, dont blame me for being excited.

Title : LIES & secrets

Link

person who reblog it:
http://abigraceee.tumblr.com/

be a nice visitor and visit her tumblr. (in favor of reblogging my first work)

Thanks :P

Im happy of the condition, but the work that I've uploaded is sad emotions and thought put into a graphic+text image. Oh the, Lies & Secrets.

Belajar Bahasa Inggeris

2011-04-03T07:05:00.000-07:00

Learning English. Ok, BI aku teruk, banyak salah, bukan ja salah grammar,segala macam salah pun ada. Tapi kalau aku x guna, kompom lupa atau tambah teruk. Jadi macam mana teruk pun aku try guna.

Kenapa aku x improve biarpun berapa lama cuba? sebab aku malas!
Aku mungkin akan lebih motivated klu post something yang aku try mau buat. (Mungkin sbb rasa mcm menipu klu x cuba/buat :P).

Youtube : http://www.youtube.com/user/EnglishLessons4U

Tapi ini lebih kepada Canada/US english. Malaysia guna British, English. Secara detail x tau la apa beza, tp aku tau ada beberapa perkataan beza.
Contoh :
(US) = (Bre)
Cookies = biscuits
Color = Colour
Center = Centre

Gud luck for me

I'm still thinking of u. 1 week of planning that gift, first 'grown up' gift to u. That gift so not worth the money, I really thought it would be better than that. Looked like a bouquet of crap tied up together. But its purple! ur favourite colour (thats what u told me in 2009).

Congratulation!

2011-04-01T15:08:00.000-07:00

♫For today
Artist : Yeasayer
Song : 2080
From the album :

-----

Well i hope you are at home this Saturday, hope you like orchid. Wanna give roses but, I think its more appropriate. Rose doesn’t fit to our awkward situation.

Congratulations, for your life getting better. Specifically owning your own car that is. Im guessing you will be married in 3 months time now, just like your sister.

It shows how far off we are. How a big of a loser I am too you. I will be a somebody someday, have faith in me(?).

I love you, congratulations, 1 dream at a time. I’m sorry.

as seen on my tumblr

this is not the purpose of the gift but would you remember me. You once said to me that I always give surprises. Today is the moment of truth, am I still remembered by that characteristic. Most probably my name is on the end of the list.

I was planning for this since friday last week. Didnt call the shop on sat and sun. I was way too busy on monday, and called the shop on the next day. So, Im sorry but I have planned this earlier not to ruin your day.

Anyhow you not even care what I want to say, so I only hope you'll like it.

We can all take a chance to be handsome farmers.

Cyberjaya - Mid Valley

2011-03-26T10:29:00.000-07:00

♫For today
Artist : Shania Twain
Song : You're Still The One
From the album :

Went to Mid Valley from cyberjaya to buy materials for my project. Was Ace Hardware store for about 2 hours, buying nothing for the project. Since there nothing there that the main materials that I need, which is Infared LEDs, and Acrylic. But I do bought some normal red and green LEDs, button switch, flip switch, voltmeter.

On the way back to mmu, i stop at the streetmall to buy some drafting paper, A4x3sheet (RM 0.40/ea), A3x1sheet (RM0.80/ea). Drafting/tracing paper works better than normal paper for my project. But still need more to work on.

My Route
MMU cyberjaya - Putrajaya Sentral
Transportation : Rapid KL bus, number : U429
Price : RM 1.90
Duration : around 15/20 minutes

Putrajaya Sental - Mid Valley
Transportation : Rapid KL bus, number : E1
Route : Putrajaya Sental - Mid Valley - KL Sentral - Pasar Seni
Price : RM 3.80
Duration : dont remember around 30/45minutes?
Final destination of bus E1 is pasar seni, but Mid Valley would also be in this bus route.

Going back, Mid Valley to MMU cyberjaya

Mid Valley - KL Sentral
Transportation : KTM
Price : RM 1.00
Duration : around 10/15 minutes
If you are on time, you dont have to wait for the train. I've waited around 15minutes+ for the train. And it is PACKED! like sardine in can. If you're a guy, remember not to board the Female Only Coach.

KL Sentral - Pasar Seni
Transportation : LRT (Kelana Jaya Line)
Price : RM 1.00
Duration : around 15/10 minutes

Pasar Seni - Putrajaya Sentaral
Transportation : Rapid KL bus, number : E1
Price : RM 3.80
Duration : dont remember around 30/45 minutes?

Putrajaya Sentral - Street Mall
Transportation : Rapid KL bus, number : U429
Price : RM 1.90
Duration : around 15/20 minutes

Street Mall - MMU Cyberjaya
Transportation : Rapid KL bus, number : Shuttle 1
Price : Free (Free Shuttle Bus)
Duration : around 5/10 minutes

You're still the one. I want to surprise you with something, a gift. I would not prefer this gift, but you like it. Thats matter most. Want to congratulate you for achieving your dream, one at a time.

Well, I do felt jealous, but thats how god bless his devoted followers. I'm a sinner this what I get, cant complained I get myself in this mess. I guess you will be getting married in 3 months too, like your sister after she bought her car.

I really want to give you a gift, that particular gift. Hope the shop still open and available. Try to call them tomorrow morning, before you went back to your work place, because its 2 am now.

Mini Project

2011-03-25T04:54:00.000-07:00

♫ For today
Artist : Tinchy Stryder ft N-Dubz
Song : Number 1
From the album :

I am taking Mini Project as my 2nd elective subject in this short trimester. Its a very hectic semester as everything is packed into only 8 weeks. Normal/Long semester is about 14 weeks, short trimester's syllubus for the learning is still the same as long trimester. Same marking scheme and coursework mark. Jammed packed into 8 weeks.

It is even more pressure to take 11CH in a short semester. I was suppose to take only 2 subject, but i took 4. Anyhow, I wish it will go trough smoothly.

For my mini project, we (Arman Ilyassov, Catherine Gan and me) will be doing a multi touch application and table. We are code name CCV2, just kidding. For that constant research and testing needed for this. And much pressure on me when I am the assistant for head of publicity division of an upcoming event by Badminton Club.

Project title : Piano + MT table

thats all, whoever you are wish me luck and pray for me.

you always in my every post, every breath i take from that moment I heard you said ulm. You are my number 1.

Teary eye

2011-03-01T21:23:00.000-08:00

♫ For today and everyday
Artist : Tegan and Sara
Song : Call It Off
From the album : The Con

I won't regret saying this
This thing that I'm saying
Is it better than keeping my mouth shut
That goes without saying

Call
(Call)
Break
(Break)
It
(It)
Off
(Off)

Call
(Call)
Break
(Break)
My
(My)
Own heart
(Heart)

Maybe I would've been something you'd be good at
Maybe you would've been something I'd be good at
But now we'll never know
(Now we'll never)
I won't be sad but in case I go there every day to make myself feel bad
(Every day)
There's a chance that I'll start to wonder if this was the thing to do
(Start to wonder)

I won't be out long
But I still think it better if you take your time coming over here
I think that's for the best

Call
(Call)
Break
(Break)
It
(It)
Off
(Off)

Call
(Call)
Break
(Break)
My
(My)
Own heart
(Heart)

Maybe I would've been something you'd be good at
Maybe you would've been something I'd be good at
But now we'll never know
(Now we'll never)
I won't be sad but in case I go there every day to make myself feel bad
(Every day)
There's a chance that I'll start to wonder if this was the thing to do
(Start to wonder)
I'll start to wonder if this was the thing to do
(Start to wonder)

source : http://artists.letssingit.com

3 consecutive 9* post...teary eye

After the call

2011-03-01T07:16:00.000-08:00

Ive called and called and called and finally u have actually answered.

I know my mistake. I know my weaknesses, i do tend to forgot, i do need ur present and sometimes needs more than myself to remember it.

I admit everything u said. But when did u gonna except that everything that i did, i did for a reason. theres something that make me say and act the way i did.

why i tried very hard not to contact u on weekend?
i know u r bz enough on weekdays n weekends is ur freetime. u have ur own friends, u have ur own life, u have ur own love life without me in it.

i just KNOW how happy r u when i didnt contact u. I KNOW. how?
u just perfectly happy ignoring me. it shows. im in love with u, even minus my obsessive love to u, i still would know n feel it.

why i didnt repeat what i said, when u said u didnt hear it over the phone?
first of all, i know u heard it. second, u didnt sound that u really want to hear it. third u really sound that u just want to show that u really want to hear it. fourth scared, scared u dont really care, u have nothing to lose at all.

YES IM CLINGY, I can be very annoying, and very jealous. But blame me not trusting u??u forgot how trusting ive been? what took u so long to tell me the truth, it certainly that u just 'dont want to hurt me'.

Remember i told u something on the bus, because i dont want u to hear it from anyone else. In my mind was, it must hurt u if u heard it from others.

You tough that I would be better off without u. you also tough that i would be fine. Im thinking of suicidal attempt. I also think how stupid it is. Because how can I grant my promise if im gone.

i dont know the ending of this. Maybe there's isnt for me until u r mine. thats creepy but get realistic, thats actually the end point i wanted. But i can give that up for the things u want n the person u want to b happy in love with. I would settle to be a friend, just if not how the terms friend we're in now, which more like strangers than friends. I would do everything that u wanted, u know that.

Melaka aint that far, because of love. Test and quizes on monday doesnt look as important as the day before with you. I was on diet to save money for the bus ticket. This is good memories to me, which before i knew u lied all this time. Before i knew u was just acting to care.

But that last few months was actually the starting point of ur very visible changes, which I can pin point and explain. Where I start to do test, to trust ur love, at least that what u said. Erm. maybe because im a nobody and u were there to start a career, with monthly income, differ from me with yearly loan and interest. I start to love u like its steady, maybe thats freaked u out.

I am sorry. Very sorry. I still felt theres something u havent spill out. Well I have a lot, I dont count, since u dont care like i did to u. I care what want, thats make ur needs important more than mine. Thats make its ok for me not to speak and answer ur question.

but I am sorry for my incompetence, ignorance. I am sorry, how perplex u are with this situation, with me. I am sorry that I love u, sorry I cant stop that right now. Sorry we to whatever that makes u dont even want to be friend.

let this story hanging like this for now. Well our conversation did stopped awkwardly to cry and you hung up after the last bye. As usual that I am not ready for u to hugh up the phone. So bye.

JUST SAY IT!

2011-03-01T06:10:00.001-08:00

Why dont you just fucking say it?? tell me please what the fuck did i done to you thats so unforgiveable, im sorry im trully am. The old u would believe that i wouldnt do anything to hurt u. I know what i did to u, its probably traumatizing to u. u have ur way to heal, okay i get it, i havent got mine, i cant get over u, i know thats my problem, and shouldnt drag u into it. But im begging u please, please please please tell me the truth. please no more lies, dont try to save ur own ass, coz u know i wouldnt hate u. As heart breaking and cold u have been to me, i still love u damn much. It hurts. I still love u forever even though it hurt to love u. remember?? thats my promise to u. 2009. My promise aint like anybody else, not even like urs. I have been frank to u about everything. Dont u dare to teach me how to trust, coz what i told u said it all. dont u dare to tell me that it hurt u, i just cant trust u. Its funny that u hurt me anyway thats possible, but i still love u. love u. LOVE. in love with u.

from the person whove been by my side to the person that have been so so cold to me. i just want the truth. at least if theres even a particle of care to me in the cold heart of urs. please please please. i wont try anymore. i wont ask u to understand me, my pain, my feelings, my love.

explain please. ur mind reading power has gone. gone replace by ur cold heart.

Cyberjaya - Sunway Pyramid

2011-02-18T10:47:00.001-08:00

2 days back I went to Sunway Pyramid to meet up with my friends and also try ice skating at sunway pyramid ice. That was the first time i have ever ice skate. Ah, Its been a very long time since I meet up with friends and have fun. I wouldn't say that I know how to ice skate but I did moved (and nearly fall few times). I was trying to learn how to break and control, but I was so afraid of falling down caused me not to learn them.

The ice rink

My friend said that there's various way to get there(Sunway).

How I get there : Cyberjaya - Sunway Pyramid

MMU Cyberjaya - Putrajaya Sentral
transportation : RapidKL Bus
number : U429
price : RM 1.90

Putrajaya sentral - KL sentral
transportation : RapidKL Bus
number : E1
price : RM 3.80
OR
transportation : ERL / Fast Train
price : cant remember, probably RM10+

KL Sentral - Kelana Jaya
transportation : LRT (kelana Jaya Line)
price : i forgot, around RM2

Kelana Jaya - Sunway Pyramid
transportation : RapidKL Bus
number : 623
price : RM 1
You need to ring the bell, you either tell the driver and sit near to him. Or just wait for the other passenger to ring it, most them usually are going there, its a bit of a gamble though.

Going back : Sunway Piramid To Cyberjaya

We went to the other side, to take the bus.
Sunway Pyramid - KL Sentral (Dropped off KL at Monorail station)
transportation : RapidKL Bus
number : forget, we just ask the bus driver and get on
price : RM 2.50

LRT (kelana jaya line) Pasar Seni station
KL Sentral - Pasar Seni
transportation : LRT (kelana jaya line)
price : RM 1

Pasar Seni - Putrajaya Sentral
transportation : RapidKL Bus
number : E1
price : RM 3.80

Putrajaya Central - MMU Cyberjaya
transportation : RapidKL Bus
number : U429
price : RM 1.90

OR
KL Sentral - Putrajaya Sentral
transportation : ERL / fast train
price : RM 1
price : cant remember, probably RM10+

Well that's one of the ways to get there.

Ice Skating makes me feel closer to be Canadian. Hahaha. Oh Canada!

90s BEAT!

2011-02-16T15:33:00.000-08:00

I CANT GET OVER THIS 90s BEAT!!!

Why Even Try
by Theophilus London feat. Sara Quin

you stole my heart like a thief in the night
stopped in your tracks in the middle of a fight
to make it right let the brimstones burn
i’ll letchu live yours, now let me have my turn
butchu wrong thinking you could stop time
a few hours ahead baby girl not mine
i look ahead i know you see the stop signs
blind men know, it’s not agreeing on time
you drive me insane mrs. rain cloud
moving on the road, took the same vow
now i’m tryna u-turn on the way out
the fire all around us is played out
standing on all fours on the bed
they say some things is better not said
ill horns on your head
i betchu’d rather stick horns on your head
i betchu’d rather stick horns on your head

if you think you’re special, you’re probably not
why even try (why even try)
just living a lie (living a lie)
never been like that (never been like that)
why even try why even try to change

okay okay mrs rain cloud
make the sun shine til the days out
you’re not alone, call my name out
but what if, there’s no way out
and look, the words are an article
reception is bad when i’m calling you
confusion, and it’s the thought of you
you’re no spy, i’m onto you
this letter was written in bitter form
so read carefully, don’t get it wrong
see thats us, but thats gone
the scarecrows, on the back lawn
thats another dress, well put that on
i keep it real, is that wrong?
i betchu’d rather stick horns on your head
i betchu’d rather stiff horns on your head

if you think you’re special, you’re probably not
why even try (why even try)
just living a lie (living a lie)
never been like that (never been like that)
why even try why even try to change

making little sunshine
til the days out
making your sunshine
til your calling my name out
what if there’s not a simple way out
reception is bad and you’re calling me now
never been like that
never been like that

break

if you think you’re special, you’re probably not
why even try (why even try)
just living a lie (living a lie)
never been like that (never been like that)
why even try why even try to change

lyrics soruce : http://www.onlylyrics.com/

I'm away for 2 days to my friend's place. Try to have fun and forget that I done really bad at my math exam few days back. I could probably fail, that wouldn't be very good.

Fikir Balik

2011-02-15T08:24:00.000-08:00

This was first posted on my tumbler.

♫ For today :
"Why Even Try" by "Theophilus London featuring Sara Quin"

Come to think of it. It’s not Canada Reads that made me to try out reading. Its not the most well written book. It’s not the Author, awards, or many great reviews a book got.

What made me to pick a book, read it until the end, was Sara Quin. Well Tegan’s reads to, so does everybody else. I can’t pin point Sara to be held responsible for me to start reading, maybe it’s the collective experience and what I see, want to see, want to be. I do look up to them (Tegan And Sara), I’m a fan, but they’re still human and a lot wiser than me.

Picture : Sara @ Canda Reads debates (2011) : day one

I am a bit bad at communicating with people. I mean, I would either talk a lot, in an argument for example. Or I would not talk at all. With the lack of communication skills, I can’t connect with people, I don’t know how to start a conversation. Thus, I hope reading in a way can help me understand a bit about people. Read their wonderful, sad, perplexing stories.

I guaranteed that I have 1 or more mistakes in each and every of my sentence. Even if I cant talk or write proper English, and I don’t understand half of the word from a page that shouldn’t stop me from trying.

I am a bit slow, but I’m on my way.

Now I am confused again. Oh well, I will just post anything anywhere now, no matter how irrelevant there are. No one cares Im sure.

The Sims (Game Download)

2011-02-02T15:27:00.000-08:00

The Sims 1 (with expansion pack)
Here OR here

The Sims 2 (To come)

The Sims 3 (To come)

All the links above are direct download links, either RAPIDSHARE, MEGAUPLOAD, HOTFILE, UPLOADING, FILESHARE, FILESTUBE, OTHERS.

None of the download link are hosted or up by me. I just give out the links.

WHY IS MY ADSENSE DOES NOT INCREASE?! EVEN THOUGH VISITORS CAME FROM GOOGLE SEARCHES?
:(

Im Sorry

2011-01-27T07:24:00.000-08:00

Are you searching for me??? Congratulation!

Dear all (to whom that think I do matter,u know who u are)

You guys will always be my friend not matter if i did or didnt not replied ur msg,fb,etc, just remember that. I am not taking you guys for granted. Friendship does not define by how many msg,like,post,reply I've sent. I'll be away for only people that matter the most, people that I didnt reply to.

Im sorr y if I have to be away from you guys. I think its for the better. It gives everyone the space and everything they want. It gives time for me to learn to be a good friend and companion. If somehow I'm able to do that, then I will do return. I'm a burden to most, so I will keep my distance. I'm a man of my words, I will kept my promise.

If Im gone for good, please forgive me. Thanksfor everything.
In hope just to be appreciated.

NSMF

*** **** ****** *** ****** ****2 **** *** *****

Its hard, but I'm trying harder

to keep this simple who found this word play confusing. Just think nsmf has died.

Tegan And Sara

2011-01-27T01:03:00.000-08:00

urrently only 2 artist or musician are made label in my blog now (Lady Sovereign,Tegan And Sara). Others only labeled under entertainment(yes,i mispelled 1 label). And my current addiction or obsession is on Tegan And Sara a band from Canada. Tegan Rain Quin and Sara Kiersten Quin are identical twins, but hey dont like others to focus on that an usually they used the world sibling rather than twins. Its way easier to distinguish which Tegan and which Sara is now(for me that is). For me either from their tattoo, their hairstyle, fashion/clothing, piercing(Tegan's), and shape of their heads(but i mostly get this wrong).

Sara was(im not sure,the specific period,or still currently) obsessed or into with Rihanna. And below a youtube link to Tegan And Sara covering the song Umbrella by Rihanna.

I've stumble upon list of their shows, and they are/have(forget the dates) visit Philiphines to do a show, and I am super jealous of that. Even though I most possibly couldnt come to their show if it was in my country. I believe they've been in Australia,India,Japan,Philiphine.

Tegan And Sara have been industry for quite sometime now, and I love to see their changes. I'm not S-Siders (Sara's fan) or T-Teamers(Tegan's fan), I love them both, because both of them have their own attractiveness and personality. I do love Sara with some reason, and I do love Tegan for some different reason.

What good comes from my obsession to TS (Tegan And Sara)?

Well I started to read books! (at the age of 21), although guided by the audio version of the book that I'm reading.
I will change myself as seeing TS changed from their teens to their 30's. But I'm trying to make those change work for me, I mean its easier for others. Hahaha, I bet u guys dont know what Im talking about. NVM
Quite a lot more maybe? IDK . Anyway I still hold on what I've hold on to, even in the mid of any obsession I have. Though it do arise, and I hope I'll be strong to hold on to it till the end.

Since I'm in depressed mood, I am most likely to hang on Tegan And Sara song called "Call It Off" (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Va9uOHGZskg). Though Tegan's personally dislike people/fans to hang on to this song as the soundtrack of sadness, she would like fans to be happy I suppose thats the meaning. That's surprised me, as many artist would prefer fans be obsessive as they are seen as 'profit'. Ah! what do I know about entertainment ay?

Will update this post, in later time, maybe.

Less depressing here more on tumblr

2011-01-25T21:24:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum (Peace be upon you)

I Wont disturb you anymore

Mostly i would be on tumblr now, i will leave this blog for something a little bit usefull i think, example more beneficial for others, where I maybe share something which are more interesting to others and sound less depressing.

do visit me on tumblr if you want to see the a minimalist that wrote depressed immature content, with grammatical error and sometimes just plain wrong and not understandable.

my lab test in a few minutes left, got to get ready now. All the best to me. In the name of god most gracious and most compassionate.

//update after test
just finish my lab test and dont get the output right, the algorithm i can say its correct, but i forget to clear the accumulator, thus the wrong output. Just one line of code cost me to lose 3 mark. Blah....talking about this doesnt give me the mark i loss.

Everywhere except facebook

2011-01-23T02:06:00.000-08:00

basically im either in here blogging, other blogs of mine, dip-group.blogspot, my twitter, or my newly addiction on tumblr.

Biasiswa Kerajaan Negeri Sabah

2010-12-20T21:51:00.000-08:00

permohonan boleh dibuat secara online di website BKNS di link ini

kebiasaannya permohonan akan dibuka selepas atau berdekatan dengan tarikh keputusan SPM dikeluarkan.

semoga berjaya

...

2010-10-13T05:27:00.000-07:00

I deactivate my facebook account for the second time now. Turned off my handphone for 3days i suppose, lost count. though just turn it on for a while to receive TAC number. bla bla

erm...
It tooks u 2 to 3 days to realize im gone?
It tooks u 2 to 3 days to response to that?

Im not blaming u...its just dont ever denied what ive think of u. dont ever denied that u have change. dont ever denied . dont ever lied again. i dont know if u even care? erm...you dont care.

I dont tell anything no more, coz u always forget. or in my head say, U DONT CARE NO MORE. herm....

i dont have fb...so if u really care, u really are as what u said.. u will find this post...u will find me... not just waiting for my reply

im not playing hard to get... u know the reason
u maybe give excuses , try to change it up. try to safe urself and end up blaming on me again. i give u chance but all i get the SAME CONCLUSION again n again. U change, u dont admit it, u just want me to stay be ur slave?i dont mind but at least be honest i wont mind coz 9* ...i dont know if u even remember that. highest probability is that u dont.

9*
im sorry u knew me
im sorry u have to pretend to even care
im sorry if u ever think that its a job/responsibility to care
im sorry
greatly sorry

thanks
sorry

i like it when u say THANKS. coz i know that u appreciate what i have done. now only hearing that when doing u a favour. well thats just being polite, even cashier at KFC said that.

again 9*
im sorry

cyberjaya - sect 13 shah alam

2010-04-25T04:37:00.000-07:00

yesterday went to shah alam (i believe it was) just followed her direction though. Public transport aint that bad :P. Saying this compare to sabah's public transport, that super sucks!!

purpose : getting my friend's stuff from her sister. coz meeting her again on the 26th of april at kuching for my convocation. (nearly a year from the last i meet her T.T). Erm, not that eager to meet her, bcoz, i hate the feeling of being apart once again. I think she quite like that feeling, whatever as long as those ppl are happy. herm...

(out of topic : kinda made me think, minister of technology malaysia is from sabah, but sabah aint that hi tech, even pcfair not that much visitors haha...funny a sabahan get that position though...idk...can i get sued for this?it just an oppinion though, please dont)

back to the main topic, went there from mmu,cyberjaya.

1. cyberjaya -> putrajaya sentral
price : RM 1.90 (same price both direction)
bus no : U429 (rapid KL)
transport time : 15min? (estimation only, i forgot :P)

2. putrajaya sentral -> kl sentral
price : RM 3.80 (same price both direction)
bus no : E1 (rapid KL)
return time : 8 PM (saturday)
transport time : 45min? (estimation only, i forgot :P)
but to go back to putrajaya sentral have to wait at pasar seni (that is the Kuala Lumpur station, for ktm komuter). Kuala Lumpur station right after the KL sentral, the next station. Then go out the station cross the road and use the overhead brige to get to pasar seni(just the other side).

3. ktm komuter (kl sentral) -> ktm komuter (batu 3)
price : RM 2.10 (same price both direction)
transport time : 45min? (estimation only, i forgot :P)
i think it was platform 5, if im not mistaken, just refer to the signage it very much help.
*smthing embarrassing happened here..haha..put the ticket in the wrong slot :P ya laugh all you want

4. take a cab to pangsapuri perdana sect 13
price : RM 7.00 (RM 7.40 actual meter)
return price : RM 6.00 (RM 6.10 actual meter)
transport time : 10min? (estimation only, i forgot :P)
on the return trip, the indian taxi driver was very nice and friendly, he told me to drop off at Kuala Lumpur ktm station not at kl sentral. TQ uncle! :)

*this guys use meter. why? different price? from the ktm station the taxi driver brought another 2passager. Meaning 2 destination per taxi, mine was slightly further then them so, the outcome paying more for the route I not suppose to take.

in summary
cyberjaya -> putrajaya sentral -> kl sentral -> ktm batu 3 -> sect13 s.alam (giant)
arrived around 1pm (remember to include waiting period..hehe)

sect13 (giant) -> ktm batu 3 -> kuala lumpur station (walk to pasar seni) -> putrajaya sentral -> cyberjaya
arrived around 9.30pm?

this the only route i know :P
if anyone know other route to get there please tell, that is if u want though

.............................................
oh, its recommended to skip this part :P
was only wandering inside the giant for 1 hour, but i only bought 3in1 Milo(20pcs), and 1 crackers :P...was searching for cheddar cheese spread though. Then bought some pins, rm2 each, but 6pcs for rm10, bought 2 domokun pin :)...1 each for my backpack hehe...coz my friend doesnt really like domokun, so its for my backpack then.

.............................................

next post probably about cyberjaya - kuching airport? going to kuching for my convocation, graduated from poli. kuching sarawak. And yes!better public transport then sabah's, thats from me that is.

later

Sedih T.T

2009-12-18T18:48:00.000-08:00

Ini lah 1st post dlm bahasa malaysia dlm blog aku ni. Kenapa? sedih.

Nda byk mau ckp. just sedih sedih sedih.

kali ni 4 lagu melayu yang aku kira minat la,ni pun baru minat n dengar 2009. (aku memang minat lagu sedih,english ka melayu ka,sedih2 atau yg slow aku suka)

Warkah dari Bau (ada kaitan)
Khatimah Cinta dari 6ixth Sense (ada kaitan)
Tak Bisa Memilihmu 6ixth Sense (tiada kaitan..just suka...sebab lagu sedih)
Cinta Sempurna dari Yuna (tiada kaitan...suka perkataan 'manusia lemah')

aku minat lagu english biar pun aku tak paham maksud lagu tu ntah la bukan diskriminasi, bukan nda sokong lagu melayu,ntah la

*pain in the chest
*sobbing day n night

loving even more music

2009-08-06T11:30:00.000-07:00

Still posting music i like hehe. Im gonna post 2 songs by the streets and 1 song by keane. The streets type of music is grime, and also mix with other genre.

First ever grime artist i know was lady sovereign, and that was the first ever i heard 'grime'. Then Shystie. In the early stage Lady Sovereign and Shystie work under 'Medasyn'. Lady Sovereign work together with Shystie in a track called 'The Battle'.

Nuff bout that, here's the songs

1. Dry Your Eyes By The Streets

This is a very sad song. A break-up song to be specific. Love this. Dry your eyes mate~~
Dry your eyes lyrics

2. Everything Borrowed By The Streets

This for occasional play :) . Mike Skinner greatest lyricist ever. I dont really like really fast talking rap but i like grime.
Everything Borrowed lyrics

3. The lovers are losing By Keane

Most of the songs I like I dont even know what the song about. I just love the music, the uniqueness of it, the flow, IDK. I just like songs. For example, like this song :P
The Lovers Are Losing Lyrics

well thats it
next post? will it be another post about 'songs I like'? IDK. If i dont know what to post, then most likely yes :P. neway we'll see.

Later

Loving more music :D

2009-07-27T11:14:00.000-07:00

It's '5 years' by Noah and the whale. First time I heard of this song was on BBC radio in 08. BBC 1 if I'm not mistaken.

Lyrics
Actually i dont quite like their live performance but they're getting better. I cant mannage to find this track's music video, I've seen it before on youtube. The music video was kinda 80's / 90's, and i mean it hehehe. but I like it though :]

Next would be 'New Romantic' by 'Laura Marling'.

I like her song, her voice and the MV. If you notice, she's in the above video with Noah and The Whale. Lyrics link.

And last but not least, Robyn again :D . Song 'Cobrastyle' By 'Robyn'

Actually it is her cover of cobrastyle by Teddybears
Lyrics
I ussually prefer the original more than then cover or remixed. But in this case I prefer Robyn's cover. But I do enjoy the original version by teddybears. Theres the right momment for everysong :]

Later

Loving music! :D

2009-07-17T21:07:00.000-07:00

Havent update any of my blogs for a very long time, does anyone really care?? haha...well here some music that worth hearing. In this post im featuring 3 artist : Space Cowboy, Robyn & La Roux.

1. Falling Down by Space Cowboy

Cherry Cherry Boom Boom... :D

2. With Every Heartbeat by Robyn

I play this song whenever I felt like it, most of the time when I'm fealling down and no mood for fast song...loving this. I've embedded the piano version of the song, theres a catchy more popular version of the song that is featuring Kleerup. But for this song, I love this version better.
Link to With Every Heartbeat by robyn lyrics

3. Bum Like You by Robyn

catchy song...this song was used in a game FIFA 08...wasting my time on a bum like you~~ :D
Link to lyrics There's probably some wrong lyrics, but I'm really not sure.

4. La Roux
The video embedded feature was disabled. So you guys just watch it on YouTube via this link.
I think this kinda song fall in the Electronica category...well im no music guru...
Video Link (youtube)

:D love UK,europe music more than US but not all of them are no good. I do like katy perry's , eminem's new single, flo rida's....other than US i like...lady sovereign's (UK), lykke li's (Swedish), Robyn's (Swedish), KT Tunstall's (Scotland), Space Cowboy (France, i think :P), Adele's, The Street's, Bloc Party's...their tunes is great, loving their music!

most of the link in my blog opened in new window or new tab, so no need to right click to new window or tab :D .
And please report broken link please & thank you..no one ever did :(

Later

Vote EARTH on Global Election 28 March 2009

2009-03-18T00:59:00.000-07:00

Yes updating my blog now, but not bout Lady Sovereign.

I will be participating in Global Election 28th March 2009. I'm voting for EARTH so my room will go dark on the 28th 8.30pm to 9.30pm. Why only room? because on the 28th i'm in my hostel. I cant shut down the whole PKS (Polythecnic Kuching Swk). Or can I? write a letter to Pengarah to shut down PKS for an hour hehehe. Just dont for the whole day or night.

A little action can have big effect. Just the light, not air cond, computer, cctv camera, et cetera :P.

get more info
Earth Hour Global
Earth Hour Malaysia

LADY SOVEREIGN!!

2009-02-18T07:14:00.000-08:00

follow the magical link to see sov videos. I've embed few here. enjoy, indulged :P! From what i seen, she has been really mature as an artist. Love the answers. I like the Brit slang.

Lady sovereign on uncensoredinterview.com

GUITAR HEROINE

Lady Sovereign: Guitar Heroine.

[I played guitar hero too :P, I played GH: World tour the 1st ever GH game I've played, and Frets on Fire also smtimes with the real controller :] ]

SOV commenting about music & internet

Lady Sovereign: Wonders of the Internet.

LADY SOVEREIGN!!

2009-02-01T07:16:00.000-08:00

Artist : Lady Sovereign
Real Name : Louise Amanda Harman
other name (by fan/etc) : S.O.V, Ess Oh Vee, sov
Hometown : London
Country : UK
Record Label : Midget Records
Label Type : Independent
Born : 19 December 1985

bout 2 or 3 years back

[ guess her age..common guess :P ]

[ at her birthday bash! ]

Current style/looks

[ better stop coz, i could post pics of her non stop :D]

She already have 2 album, 'Vertically Challenged' & 'Public Warning'. Her upcoming album called 'Jigsaw', released on 6th April 2009 (UK) & 7th April 2009 (Rest of the world).

[ public warning album cover ][ I'm a proud owner of Lady Sovereign Public Warning]

Rumored tracks listing on her upcoming album 'jigsaw':
Let's Be Mates
So Human
Jigsaw
Bang Bang
I Got You Dancing
Pennies
Guitar
Student Union
Food Play
I got the Goods

[ Jigsaw Will be release on 13th April 2009(UK) & 7th April 2009(Rest of the world) ]

Download her FREE track : I Got You Dancing. This track was as a early Christmas gift from sov (its out b4 Christmas08). ITS FREE! So go download it, play it loud & dance!!
Here's the MV for I Got You Dancing

If you like I Got You Dancing, hear some of the remix people/DJ made. Its already making way on dance song charts. Here's the link for those remixes.

Her new single released called 'So Human' is already played on BBC Radio 1. Hear BBC Radio 1 online.

EXCLUSIVE FREE MP3 : BOOTLEG MIX - JACK BEATS VS. LADY SOVEREIGN, at nickydigital.com. She send the mix to nickydigital through email. The mix combining her old & new tune. So how good is it? Its still on my playlist, since i download it(few days back).

Some links :-
MidgetRecords on YouTube

Lady Sovereign MySpace

Lady Sovereign Official Website

please report broken link

ESS OH VEE!
I dont knw much bout sov, but i know bout her more than any other artist that I interested in. Wahahaha. She's the Only artist i've Labeled in this blog, i think that make the point that i love lady Sovereign.

Still can post some some about lady sovereign :D on this crazy final semester -.- .

p/s: Mayb Im only gonna post about lady sovereign from now on(for 4/5 month). Special post. Mayb im not gonna b online for a while. Though i knw this blog doesn't hv that much visitor. neway later!

I'm Good I'm Gone By Lykke Li

2009-01-11T21:23:00.000-08:00

She's Swedish. The tune is good. I dont really get the MV, but its nice!

Me & My brother's Les Paul Wireless Guitar Hero Controller

2009-01-01T08:31:00.000-08:00

Well here some of 'waste of net space' pics. He(my brother) customize it with some of the GH sticker(come with the Guitar). I,ve been completed over 50% in the carrear mode of the GH World Tour, cant wait to play it again :).

I've Frets on Fire in my laptop, and i can use PS3 GH controller to play. It's very easy to set it up, because PS3 controller have USB port. Actually u dont have to set up, just plug in the controller and your good & no driver needed (FoF on windows XP). Set the frets keys,etc at the key setting.

Guitar Hero World Tour! (PS3)

2008-12-26T09:17:00.000-08:00

my brother just bought Guitar Hero World Tour for the PS3 and a Les Paul Guitar Hero Wireless controller today(he bought it at 1 of the store at City Mall, Kota Kinabalu(KK). I didnt ask him how much all(Blue Ray+Controller) cost, yet :). I got too excited and played it(Guitar Hero World Tour) for hours wahaha. I didnt capture any picture of it (yet :D ). but here's 1 i found on the net.

After playing it for hours, i stop to let them watch a football match. So then I played games on my computer :), it was 0127(am :P) on my computer clock and heard my brother practicing guitar hero hehe. He wanna beat me la tu, coz i did a little better than him. Well that's because i've been playing Frets on Fire(imitation of Guitar Hero on PC) before. So got a lil basic/jump start on guitar hero, but still i suck in it, I cant nailed on Hard & cant score 100% on Medium. But still barely pass some of the song on Hard, FUH!.

Other than wanna beat the rest of us in Guitar Hero, he might as well play the game(using the controller) even if he dont like it. It just a waste of money not to play it, the controller is expensive!

So next post is maybe about Guitar Hero again or me playing Guitar Hero hehe, maybe post some vid of stupid me playing a song that i will obviously mess up hahaha

Later,
nsmf

P/s:
cant get the setting of the image right so i've edited(rotate & resize) the image and upload it again here's the original image link

Live Your Life by T.I. feat Rihanna (music video)

2008-12-17T21:26:00.000-08:00

Yeah i know u cant watch it anywhere in youtube right?. Thank to a youtuber that tell. Every video on youtube is fake! hehe maybe theres some that are real MV.Here some few links:

Live Your Life by T.I. feat rihanna MV on Yahoo Music link

here the LIVE performance link at MTV VMA awards link

report broken link..tq
paper chaser ~~
p/s link auto. open in next tab/window.

Rafael Nadal win again! against Roger Federer

2008-12-07T09:43:00.000-08:00

go Nadal! go Nadal!
haha...woohoo!

but i think got to give Federer a break coz, Nadal is way younger than him...so let just cut him a slack...

congrats Nadal! send me a check, okay?hehe
I know he's a great player

http://2008.wimbledon.org/en_GB/scores/index.html
i'm not a hardcore fan but I like to watch the game

fuh!

2008-11-24T01:47:00.000-08:00

Presented our database system mini project today. Overall I rate our system 3/10 maybe (compare to all the online system I've seen). The presentation goes quite well, except for my part i think. Hope we have good marks on that project.

We should be given 4 weeks to do the project, but we just finish our syllabus about 1 week ago. But nvm. The system is so so la. A very simple interface, few basic function (add,delete,search).

Above is the homepage of our system. I told you, it's just a simple design.

I think that's all. I still have to do 2 mini projects and it's due today!. If I can finish it by tonight then I'm free from this 'Project's Madness'.

Mini Projects
1. Java Programming (seat booking/reservation) [DONE]
2. System Analysis & Design (System-proposal) [DONE]
3. Database Design (System) [DONE & Presented]
4. Audio Video Digital (project 1) [ 0.01% ]
4. Audio Video Digital (project 2) [ 0.01% ]

Why?

2008-11-22T00:12:00.000-08:00

3pm yesterday at DK1 we had our exam briefing and ceremony for AKJ(Anugerah Ketua Jabatan) student (those who get CGPA 3.5 & above).

after that our P.A.(lecturer, the one who kinda in charge of our class) had a meet with us. Giving us the BSN slip, next semester fee info, and 2 more paper i didn't read (yet :) ).

We all line up to meet her, because she want us to take those things ourselves. Then it's my turn, the only thing I have not receive is the slip and the exam rules sheet. She just hand over the BSN slip, then i just point to the paper that i have not receive yet (yes im that timid not to say that i want that sheet). Then she said 'apa (what)?' or 'nak apa (what u want)?' smthing like that la.Then again I just point my finger again to that sheet (I'm too afraid to speak, i think), she didn't understand then I just turnaround (thinking that the sheet not that important, I can read it from my friends'). Then she said 'tanya tak nak jawab!(u didn't answer me when I ask u-smthing like that la).

I was furious, because i didn't like the tone of her voice that time. Yes I admit that I was too scared to answer her (because of the past experience, and I'm just too timid), and I admit it's my fault not telling her that I want that sheet. But, that doesn't mean she's right. Tone of her voice...argh! I really dont like it.

And I think I'm im officially on her blacklist (T.T).
IDK that she 'hate' me or not, but i think she do. I just want to know, why?. She hate seing my face?, i knw im the least attractive girl in class/world (but, that doesn't bother me at all) but is that it?. Or because I'm not posh like others? Or because I didn't dress like others? Or because I'm the most annoying and troublesome student she ever had?.
I just know:
1. I always 'membebel' in class
2. I always back-talk
3. I show it, if I don't like what see did
3. more -ve things i do
I just want to know why, so that maybe I could get rid of it (after taking serious consideration, and still maybe).

I know i dont have to satisfy anyone, but... .
I dont care if she hate me, but
at least I talk back in front of her
not like the rest that put on a mask on their faces
even her PET(a boy in class she really 'sayang'(care) say this and that bout her.

List of things she 'did' that I dont like :-
1. Bias
2. Sexist (concentrate on the boys in class more than us girls, not just me saying)
3. Her teaching method(should be improve, I'm not saying I'm better than her)

What I like about her:-???
1. Everything that I dont hate her for.
(We once called her mama, some still but not me, not anymore...)

I AM VERY SORRY...

I Dont Like It Like This By The Radio Dept.

2008-11-13T17:03:00.000-08:00

My favourite tune at the moment, well not so into fast rythm song in this past few days. I think this song already out for a long time. I heard this song in 1 of lady sovereign fan slide show video in youtube. Thanks for that!

Here's some link :
Lyric
Video
"I don't like it like this", Radio Dept Marie Antoinette

What a stupid interview!

2008-10-20T01:37:00.000-07:00

Today I've undergo my Internship Interview. Went bad, because i cant stand her stupid questions(not all, but most of them). Well people who knew me know what happen when I'm extremely angry. (It's raining x2, oh baby its raining raining, - Rihanna :P)

Stupid of me to did that, huh but...her questions is stupid. She can't evaluate(nilai) me based on some answer I've given, because her question is stupid. In a good manner yes I still answer it although its extremely stupid.

ALL SHE SAID IS "CERITA","CERITA","CERITA". What The?how can you evaluate me based on that?. She should question me based on the Report that I've done, MOST LECTURER DID THAT!. AND SHE SHOULD! There's a question scheme, that she extremely didn't follow!...There's 3 of us interviewed by her, and YES, WE ALL SAY THE SAME THING! I'm a little bit more la, as usual(macam biasa :P)

Her question is sooooo general(umum), "cuba cerita tentang LI kamu", lepas tu cerita lagi, lepas tu cerita lagi?, CERITA APA?TAJUK?...YOU WANT ME TO TELL THE WHOLE 22 WEEKS EXPERIENCES?YOU WANT ME TO SUMMARIZE IT?OK IT WAS LIKE WORKING WITH A DEVIL!.

She don't even look at my log book when asking me, better not interview me.Just give notice to us "To 3 students who interviewed by me please submit your log book. And NO NEED TO COME FOR INTERVIEW, because I only give you marks on REPORT AND LOG BOOK!". Surely my marks is damn low. Stupid not standardize marking scheme! Other people get of easy. It's BETTER INTERVIEWED BY "EN.AZMAN"(head of dept.) THAN HER.

I could forgive her, because she's a new lecturer and all but I think lets see the marks first then see what I'm gonna do. But she acted like she know what she's doing, but not.

Being stupid can be dangerous to people!you know? Stupid lecturer can give stupid mark and destroy ones life. But what the hey!, I still can live better being a cleaner in LDN town, than being a (Stupid) lecturer with a degree, like HER.

the lecturer name is "S.H.B.". still can hold my middle finger down :D. Thank god for that! but there is a few swear words coming out when writing this :D, of course I've deleted it

Boxfresh

2008-09-22T07:27:00.000-07:00

This post about my 1st Boxfresh Hoodie (HappyDay Hoodie to be precise) to be. I not yet receive it and REALLY hoping that it arrive safe & sound.

It doesn't coz a fortune but still it's quit expensive. The original price was 50.00(pound), certainly I cant afford that. But boxfresh gave 70% discount, then 15.00(pound) left. Approximately 10.00(pound) charge for outside Europe delivery.

Just hope it live up to my expectation, more the better. Surprise me Boxfresh hehe, but please DONT surprise me in the bill.

The Ting Tings

2008-09-20T06:27:00.000-07:00

[The Ting Tings MySpace]

Check out this video: The Ting Tings - Be The One

[ MySpace TV Video ]

BRIT awards 2008

2008-08-15T00:47:00.000-07:00

Here's the winners list

category : Outstanding Contribution To Music
winner : Paul McCartney

category : British Album
winner : Artic Monkeys - Favourite Worst Nightmare

category : British Single
winner : Take That - Shine

category : British Group
winner : Artic Monkey

category : International Album
winner : Foo Fighters - Echoes, Silence, Patience & Grace

category : British Female Solo Artist
winner : Kate Nash

category : International Group
winner : Foo Fighters

category : International Female Solo Artist
winner : Kylie

category : British Male Solo Artist
winner : Mark Ronson

category : International Male Solo Artist
winner : Kanye West

category : British Breakthrough Act
winner : Mika

category : Critics' Choice
winner : Adele

category : British Live Act
winner : Take That

Kudos all! especially to Kate Nash! because you make me merry happy! :P

here's my ref link of this post :
http://www.brits.co.uk/winners/

"Dah takde baju kurung lagi ke?"

2008-08-07T20:33:00.002-07:00

Meaning : "You have no more Baju Kurung?"..something like that.

The quoted words said by my lecturer after class ended. I was wearing as ussual, slack/trousers and long sleeves t-shirt.

She's the only lecturer/teacher that say that to me. hmmm.

For the few hours I was furios about it. After a chat with my bro on the phone for 40+ mins, and few drops of my tears, I was ok.

Other than sending assignments and quizez after the 2 week break, I got my own task. Try to solve the problem(if its so) with her. Huh...

Gateway 2 walk through!

2008-06-21T04:11:00.000-07:00

great game!! i've finish I & II on 2am start 1am. i cheat 3 times T.T on the alarm overide stuck me.

i can make u the walk through but its kinda waste my time because u can find it on other site/blog. and here's the walk through

scare the hell out of me, when the eye pop in the kitchen. Almost make me wanna stop playin.

its not 18sx but there a part when the robot get electrified, makes me think that the creator got some kind of problem hehe. Kinda great story line, confused me a bit.

walkthrough link! choose any of them..whcih any suits u..
link 1
link 2

NIKE DUNK MID SB

2008-05-20T04:43:00.000-07:00

NIKE DUNK MID SB BAROQUE BROWN/RADIANT GREEN

I like the NIKE dunk low more, but this one also great.
it's not too flashy
not too striking
not too simple or messy
liking the Velcro strap
i dont need to wear high stockin..hehe

and wearing this, somehow stop people from looking at my feet. because i wear stoking with anything, sandal, slipper,..........so what?!huh..

image from
http://item.rakuten.co.jp/essense/10003832/

I Love NIKE! and my comment

2008-05-17T06:28:00.000-07:00

I LOVE NIKE! not all the design but I love them.

and my comment :

one
not much long sleeves t-shirt sold, saw some last time but URGH! to, to girlish.
make some, no curve please... :D

no long sleeves shirt, but theres a lot of jackets and sweaters
this is Malaysia it does not snow and it is 33 C.
yes people buy them but not that often.

I don't want to end up buying a sweater or a jacket. I want long sleeves tshirt.

two
stop making them look CHEAP! RM 100+, RM 200++, RM 300+++ and thats it?!

embroidered no more please
ppl could send those old shirt of them and sew the NIKE on
I can accept it when the embroidered logo/anything on the inside.

some of those sandal...just look d*mn cheap!

hard to differentiate the original and the fake.
original?with NIKE tag?i wonder...
never found NIKE catalogue?is there?
its better that way, let us know what product is NIKE.
NIKE love the competition with not original items?huh?

three
what happen to the quality of branded items?NIKE?...
unfinnish stitches? overflow glue on shoe?
oh please...
is the non-original items getting better or NIKE getting worse!

four
what happen to those socks of yours NIKE?
it is not very comfortable, same with the price
the nike socks, s*cks (* = u)

five
not every girl skinny, some dont even want to and
not every girl want to wear tight clothes

do you observe the market in malaysia?

six
some of the shoes stay so long on the shelf, not because of popular demand.
a very bad design but nearly the same price with top selling one.

the design of the shoes, shirt, cap, etc(all?) (Malaysia) not very impressive as
other design i've seen on the internet.
Really liking some of the NIKE shoes i see on the net.
dunno what design, UK?
really great

huh, this list might go on and on

I might campaign aggainst NIKE (Malaysia)...but...

sincere from my heart. Nike Fan, NSMF.

RE : Fitna The Movie by Geert Wilders

2008-05-13T03:12:00.000-07:00

Achievements

2008-05-12T05:16:00.000-07:00

Where is my limits?
Do I really want to know?
Should I know?

Achievements, can I have that?
Am I worthy to use that word?

None of this will is my achievements
because it is not
it is only something I've done in the past
it is only my luck
when I think it is, but when I look down
they deserve it more

I believe that I am not useless
but what have I done?

cont : shed our mask

2008-05-10T22:32:00.000-07:00

May we all blessed by Allah.

THE JERK who has the last laugh

2008-05-10T21:02:00.000-07:00

I will wait this moment to come true
although a part of it already did
but the impact have not been big
I'm a person who carries mistake every where
the mistakes rarely fall from me
but when it does fall from my shoulders
and the truth revealed
but at that time everyone had closed their eyes
because it comes from me, THE JERK

Unnoticed Forced & The Misunderstood

2008-05-10T04:30:00.001-07:00

They did not realize the things they done to me
and the only they see is somehow my mistakes
never i see they want to understand
because they only think they're right
Somehow they are blinded by the goodness
but we are all the same, no one perfect
though they realize that, but the action I did not see

Rebel Caught

2008-05-09T07:18:00.000-07:00

I Will Not Satisfy or pleased Anyone
Even if I tried
I Cant satisfy Everyone
By Satisfying GOD (ALLAH)
InsyaAllah i can
If not, I just let it be

some try to pleased me by actions
but I am not pleased by how the think
I've been mock by people
And I do the same to them
I was caught, by my own mistakes
but never I will say
I was caught by them because they're right

*Correct me, if my words are wrong(atau terpesong,dll)

Salmonella Dub

2008-05-03T07:39:00.000-07:00

Longtime by Salmonella Dub (youtube)

This is my fav. song for the moment. Liking the camera angle in the music video, the scenery is great.

My dream

2008-04-19T06:48:00.000-07:00

My dream, I think to travel around the world...I prefer alone but how could I leave my family, how can I enjoy it without the person who bring me to this temporary world and my brothers & sister that has always been there for me...

I dream of traveling around the world alone...and capturing photos of the amazing god's creation, I'm not that creative...

camping, sleeping under the star, driving a 4 wheel drive car to Africa, snow boarding, performing Parkour anywhere possible around the world, Riding shopping trolly, Get in trouble(actually making trouble) :D but not big one(prefer in other country), bungee jumping, jumping from a flying plane/heli(with parachute :D), live volcano hiking, riding bicycle in London town and any other place, , MCing hahaha, and lots more that i could not think of right now, just doing anything i feel like doing...

oh! so many thing i wanna do, but not so much of the $ :P, yeah money cant buy everything, you don't need money all the time to have fun...but this is the real world! :D

I can only realize my dream if only i could get ride of my fear :P...fear of the dark, how can i possibly sleep under the star if im afraid of the dark

i found this iamge at http://www.maion.com ...hope i can capture photos like that..its look a bit creepy but i think its gonna be great if the sun was shining...this image inspired me, hope it does it to you too

Best Ayam Panggang in Labuan (again my pick :D)

2008-04-17T05:26:00.000-07:00

What is ayam panggang in english?? :P

I dont know how much it cost, i never buy, just eat :D
also sale : sate, burger
description :
- dont have that much chair&table, coz most ppl take it home(habit i think...mungkin jg sbb x da nasi :D)
- u can order via sms(for regular & trusted customer)

this is the stall new location..the previous location was in the town area, but someone complaint of the smoke.

Best Soto in Labuan :D(my pick la)

2008-04-16T07:47:00.000-07:00

Shop Name : Kedai Kopi Hup Juan (Hup Juan Coffee Shop)
Description : In front of NationWide Express
Other specialty : Authentic Roti Bakar(bread toast), meja batu marmar(table made of marmar? :P )
Extra info :
-early morning almost everyday of the week the table are fully occupied, either come very early or come after 8am
-

you can search it up on google maps(click on google maps-link). After that search this up :[ 5°16'45.6"N 115°14'46.6"E ]ignore/do not copy the"[ ]" sign.

Disclaimer : I will not be responsible for anything :P.

Nice Cap by BLANCK (Kite Missile Cap)

2008-04-15T06:59:00.000-07:00

oh how i like this cap, but i know some people will be misunderstood if im wearing that. Even when im not wearing that cap some people already think like that.

When will NIKE learn..stop using embroidery for logo, like the rubber material used in this BLANCK cap(Kite missle cap)...

penjual barangan berjenama palsu...TAK SUKA! TAK SUKA! TAK SUKA!

Hijau By Zainal Abidin

2008-04-15T06:47:00.000-07:00

dont like the MV, but like the music...

Kate Voegele - Only Fooling Myself

2008-04-10T05:08:00.000-07:00

here's the link (youtube)

nice...cant manage to find her Music Video, is it out yet? anyone mind helping? tq

Jason Lo

2008-04-08T05:05:00.000-07:00

Operator, The Line Is Dead By Jason Lo

more of him in his web site (available in this blog on the LINKS section on the left)

He makes me proud to be a Malaysian !!! :D

but he makes me sad to be me...hahaha..JK!!
I only promote real music :D

Creativity is a core feature of a human beaing (my diadora shrit says)
im not...so thats make me what?..a sober T.T .....

2 x 5 by Ahli Fiqir - Rap Utk Rakyat! :D

2008-04-05T19:57:00.000-07:00

others worth hearin'
Sayang Sayang by altimet

samseng by ahli fiqir
(it is not the official video)
but nice vidoe, go youth of malaysia :D, go to the right direction, and stay on it :P
the toilet scene was great & aslo the camera trick in the graffiti house

thats what u call c.r.e.a.t.i.v.e

Watch out Malaysia!

2008-04-04T06:39:00.000-07:00

there's new kid on the street..."REMIX"... she want to be anonymous and hope she will be...hope ppl like her for her music...Go Remix!...Go Ahli Fiqir :D!

Remix on the move, although she barely started...feelin the vibe and all :P wahaha

Shed Our Mask

2008-03-30T23:52:00.000-07:00

watch with open heart....

WAYN GLOBAL WARMING CAMPAIGN

2008-03-30T05:26:00.000-07:00

everyone of us responsible to care our ONE AND ONLY EARTH

THE SIMS 1 & 2 MUST HAVE OBJECTS

2008-03-27T07:12:00.000-07:00

Tired of filling the needs & aspiration bar. Dont uninstall it yet & Sigh no more.now u can just enjoy playing THE SIMS! I get this for free, so do you! FREE! FREE! FREE! enjoy!. Oh, the love crystal will summon a sim immediately with full relationship and yes in love.

OBJECTS OFFERED
------------------------------------
1. TS 2 Sim Rejuvenation Chamber download this object
2. TS 1 Sim Rejuvenation Chamber download this object
3. TS 1 Pet Rejuvenation Chamber download this object
4. TS 1 Love Crystal download this object
* (TS = The Sims)

This items from The Sims Resources & SimSlice

later
nsmf

link to the sims 1 or the sims 2 or the sims 3 GAME download.

p/s: leave me a comment if u hv problem downloading.

Adele & Lupe Fiasco

2008-03-27T06:27:00.000-07:00

Lupe Fiasco - "Superstar"

Adele - "Chasing Pavements"

"Creativity is the core feature of a human being" - my diadora t-shirt says (gift from freinds)

-im not creative, so thats make me what? :P

LOVE CALCULATOR

2008-03-25T04:31:00.000-07:00

Take the test at this link right here
calculate your love

HAVE FUN..hehe

Danny Noriega & Nike !

2008-03-23T04:38:00.000-07:00

Danny + NIKE = my support :D
Danny didn't make it to the Final 12. (T.T) ... "T.M.T.H."

image from:
http://www.americanidol.com/photos/?set=536&seq=21

more of him on the official site :
http://www.americanidol.com

watch his performance in YouTube. Just search for him "Danny Noriega"

Great Tech Gift (WiFi Detector T-Shirt)

2008-03-22T10:15:00.000-07:00

Product Features :

Glowing animated shirt dynamically displays the current wi-fi signal strength.
Shows signal strength for 802.11b or 802.11g
Black 100% Cotton T-Shirt
Animated Decal is Removable (with hook and loop fasteners) for Easy Washing
Battery Pack is Concealed in a Small Pocket Sewn Inside the Shirt
Runs for hours off three AAA Batteries (not included)

Price : $29.99

In stock, except for the following item(s):

Black, L
Black, XL

more info on the link below, washing instructions is also on the link.
image from : http://www.thinkgeek.com/tshirts/illuminated/991e/

Global Warming

2008-03-21T07:38:00.000-07:00

ENOUGH
IS
ENOUGH

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7aBIrg9ou84&feature=related

jeff dunhammmm dot.commm!

2008-03-21T03:06:00.000-07:00

he's good...
jokes even better....
LOL!!

Welcome

2008-03-20T07:27:00.000-07:00

Just added voting poll there.

Classmates! jawab soalan poll tu berdasarkan modul sahaja bukan pensyarah yg ajar.. :D