Whatever happens, happens

Its not a lie, but i am telling everyone, in form of tweeting n written in my fb status, that i would join this event. Its a camping trip, sounds nice and fun but, nothing is without friends right? So the point of me telling everyone is so that i would actually go, even though I am going alone and doesn't know a single being in the camp.

So whatever happens, happens...its a 3 days 2 nights camp..reason of joining, put me in a lion cage, and all i can think of is surviving. So trying to get comfortable with people and try to talk to people face to face rather than conversing in social networking sites.

In short, trying to nurture my self-esteem. People relate it with looks, maybe i do believe in that, because i think i m ugly. So now learning how to have self-esteem, next step is balancing in so that i would not be too over (which, most probably not that soon)